spanking, phone sex, submissionLonging For a Spanking?

The following is a letter I received from a longtime sissy, one who adores being a girl in my presence, lusts for my strap-on, and having her wee clitty humiliated and tormented as she is directed to play with it under my scrutiny. Never before has spanking been mentioned between us, as she and I both have forged such a strong bond as Mistress and sissy toy.

Until now, that has been enough for her…

Letter From a Sissy Girl

Mistress EmmaJane,

I know we’ve grown very close and I revel in your domination over me, but I can’t help wanting more. In short I really want to deepen our relationship. I want to feel closer to you. I want to go even beyond feminization and the submission I feel when on display in front of you. I want more than just to serve you as a sissy gurl.

But I am afraid. I am afraid of what that might mean for me. I am afraid that it may be something that both frightens and excites me.

I fear that you are going to spank me.

I have been thinking about this for a while and it seems to me that spanking surely must sometimes be a very intimate thing between a femdom and her submissive. It would surely be physically uncomfortable, but I feel such a rush to imagine offering myself to you in that way. I mean, I would be asking you to do something I have never asked of anyone else. I never before thought I would like the idea of being spanked by a strong, dominant female. Something has changed

I have had several thoughts about how you would spank me.

On your birthday, maybe you spank my ass cheeks in honor of your day and make sure they end up glowing like candles on a cake.

I’ve thought about how you might deliver a good hard spanking to my ass before or after you use your strapon on me. (I know how much you love your strapon. So do I!)

I’ve thought about being strapped to a couple of benches. Apparently I wriggle a lot when you begin thrashing me with a paddle or strap, so you become angry with me and even more dominant.

I imagine having a sullen attitude and back talking, knowing you would readily punish me, teach me a lesson and show me that only a good bare assed spanking cures it.

What do all of these thoughts mean, my Mistress? Do I really want you to spank me? Do I really want or need a spanking? Will you enjoy your sub being spanked? Will it prove I adore you even more than you think? Will it deepen my submission to you and make you feel even more power over me?

I guess I just need to find out.

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